Everything Reminds Me of You…Boo!
It’s so hard to let go! To think that for as long as I live I won’t be able to hold you in my arms again is so hard to fathom. You were everything to me, you were my life, and then you were gone. Everyday I wish for your strength because my grief of loosing you, makes me think about you more than ever. It’s amazing how many things in a day remind me of you. Unfortunately these are memories now…and some our very painful, but I am trying to think of our joyful times (I ask you for the strength little Boo to help me think of the joyful times more please)… the little boys I see out with their dads & moms; a Jack Johnson song; a diaper commercial; the smell of baby wipes; your swing in the backyard; your little Poo bear; my mom; your mom; our house; your clothes; your toys; your pictures; your voice; your smell; friends having babies; friends with babies; the sound of an abulance siren; blue eyes; beautiful smiles; playing ball; your dogs Oz & “Barkie”; Sundays (they will never be the same); football; kisses; crying; car seats; strollers…. I guess what I am trying to say is that I think about you every day, every hour, every minute, every second…. I can only tell you again how much I miss you and again how much I love you… I hope that I will be able to turn this love and expressions of gratitude for the joy that you brought me the past three years into something that will make you proud of me… for right now I am a little lost without you. Daddy Love You Boo!